Monday, 16 March 2009

happiness is egg shaped

I’m hiding behind angels
A little frightened
But already numb to the pain

I go into hospital today
For treatment
Pre-cancerous cells the letter said

I say
It is not cancer
It is not cancer
It is not cancer
‘…keep your kiss of death
'Cause I choose glory, yeah.’

I called my friend yesterday to talk it through
Why?
Respice Finem
She allayed my fears
The Doctor tells me it s quite normal to be abnormal

My advice to you ladies is get smear tests done reguarly
Is it every 3 or 5 years they recommend?
I can't quite remember

I do know
That I am calm
That I am and have always been blessed
So I am still able to smile and laugh in the here and now
I cherish that

So like I said I’ll head out for treatment in a couple of hours... going there with the Good Shepherd =)

31 comments:

Temite 16 March 2009 at 01:31  

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Goodluck! The good sheperd watches.

truthmasta 16 March 2009 at 01:42  

I really wanted to say enjoy your egg shaped happiness and the kiss of death, lol.

But I shall restrain myself!

bumight 16 March 2009 at 01:49  

shubby, u'll be fine.

i remember freaking out at my first pap. "atypical somethingcells of undetermined something" or ASCUS sha, and i freaked out majorly.

im sure u have looked up everything there is to look up on it. You'll be fine....and it really is not cancer.

hugs!

Funms-the rebirth 16 March 2009 at 03:12  

im sure u'd be fine dear.....lets know how it goes ok?

~Sirius~ 16 March 2009 at 07:05  

Girl, the Good Sherpard is with you, fret not.

wordmerchant 16 March 2009 at 09:34  

Honey you are going to be ok...praying for you.

Big hugs xxx

Olufunke 16 March 2009 at 10:14  

It is not cancer!
It would be!
I join my faith with yours
Waiting for your testimony here...soon.
It is well, would always be well.

LoloBloggs 16 March 2009 at 10:33  

Hmm, this is clearly quite common, 2 females in my life have recently had the same experience and are more than healthy after having further tests.

Scary that the abnormal is now more normal, but hopefully its positive more of us are getting tested regularly.

Go well my love, I've said a lil prayer for you.

Afrobabe 16 March 2009 at 11:33  

God is with you dear....will mail you..

O'Dee 16 March 2009 at 12:14  

You'll be fine dear, the Good shepard has your back.

Avartsy 16 March 2009 at 14:10  

Oh my, may God see u through this rough patch and make u come out even stronger than previously thought. My prayers remain with you.

U've already started confessing positively...'it is not cancer'

Do let us know how it goes...

Ms Sula 16 March 2009 at 19:58  

You'll be fine Shubby. It's just a scare and further tests will reveal nothing.

The good shepherd is with you at all steps.

I need to do a smear test. I actually need to go see a doctor,. It's been bloody 6 years.

Stay blessed, darling.

mizchif 17 March 2009 at 03:13  

Shubby love,may the Good Shepherd go with you. It is well.
You will be fine.

doug 17 March 2009 at 10:53  

Wait wait...is this the "purpose" I was asking you about earlier on? Ok I'm going to download your blog now.

Good Lord, I never knew.

babajidesalu 17 March 2009 at 13:24  

Shubby,

You sure have a way with conveying a message. I trust you will be fine.
God Almighty has already made it possible and we shall all rejoice with you.
taKia

Smaragd 17 March 2009 at 22:12  

aww babe, it is well ok?

u back home now?

pele love

Buttercup 18 March 2009 at 13:55  

Shubby darling, u'll be just fine..He will make sure of that.

Please hurry and let us know how u r!

Mwah!

bArOquE 18 March 2009 at 15:22  

sweetheart, i need you to be calm...STAY CALM...my mind just wavered for a second or two
...Exodus 15:26 He is God the healer of our diseases

aloted 18 March 2009 at 16:15  

it is well ok...pls come back and share ur testimony.

cancer is not ur portion in Jesus name.

Tigeress 19 March 2009 at 16:37  

Babes, its normal to have abnormal cells. Had one about 6 years ago, and it cleared up itself- since then results have been fine. So not to worry.

Omo calabar. 19 March 2009 at 23:03  

Its gonna be alright. U gonna be ok.

Allied 20 March 2009 at 00:01  

By his wounds you are healed.

Buttercup 20 March 2009 at 00:05  

Shubby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how did it go o????

Smaragd 20 March 2009 at 13:28  

Shubby dooby doo, where are u? I've got some LOVE for u now!

I saw u @ NDQ's, so i know u are ok. just affirm ok hon? MWAH!

Rose 20 March 2009 at 13:29  

The Angels surely have your back..
And the Good Shepherd,surely hold your hand...
Cancer can keep it's kiss of death,shubby isn't interested...

Hope all goes well...
Much love from me..xx

NigerianDramaQueen 21 March 2009 at 04:08  

It is not cancer,
Amen.
Your scaring me into actually going for a gyno check up (yeah iv been too scared...shhhhhhh).
Keep us posted, k?
I've missed your brilliance.

rethots 22 March 2009 at 11:40  

...for He is with you.....

ibiluv 22 March 2009 at 22:54  

going for my test in a few weeks too.........

you are fine.....for the Lord says so

Rita 24 March 2009 at 12:31  

How did it go? It is well oh...

Shubby Doo 24 March 2009 at 12:39  

Dear all,

Thank u all so much...words cannot express the gratitude in my heart for all your kind words and support.

Take care & stay blessed

Shubby Doo

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